So I didn't meet my goal of getting my papers in before the end of the month.  However, I'm sure I'll get them in during the 1st or 2nd week of November. I'm just waiting on getting a stinkin doctor so I can get my physical done.  That's really all I'm waiting for besides my last dentist appointment. Updates on the boy department: 1- I'm pretty much over Lance.  There's no way on this Earth that it would work between us...unless he were to grow up and decide to settle down. Sure, I would still be his friend. I probably would go over to his house if he asked me too. If he were in a bind I would definitely be there to help. I just won't let myself like him more than a friend. That's that.  2- Jordan, Jordan. hehe He is quite a character. On Saturday there was this HUGE Halloween party. 10 Single's Wards were invited to go and there were well over 300 people. Jordan dressed as Santa Clause. hahaha It was pretty funny.  Jordan spoke in church this past Sunday and it was really good. Corrine said listening to him made her like him again. lol She said she probably wouldn't date him but the old feelings she had for him before left on his mission came back for that moment. I'm still not sure if I like him enough to date him, but he's still a great friend to have.  3- Jonni is being a huge jerk to Corrine.  He has stood her up twice and rarely answers back to her messages and texts. She knows she should just give up on him because he seriously needs to grow up, but at the same time, she REALLY likes him. There's a song on Carrie Underwood's new CD that I say is her and Jonni's song. One line goes "I say I'm done but then you smile at me and I forget everything I said." She seriously keeps telling me that she's done with him, but then we see him at another party or whatnot and she falls into his trap again. Poor, poor Corrine. 4- I have started liking Kyle....a lot.  He's definitely a safer bet than Lance. I would actually have a chance with him since he's not as needy as him. Those aren't the only reasons though because that would be pretty shallow. Just certain things...I don't know. Like on our "2nd" date (since the 1st one was a year and a half ago and it was a blind date) we were talking in the bed of the truck and he said he doesn't like to cook. He said that if he had to choose between two girls who to marry, he would choose the one who could cook. Now normally for me I'd think "Well I hope you find her," "Or what if you liked the other one more," or something like that. Instead I thought to myself, "I need to learn how to cook more things." I didn't think about it at the time, but now I wonder why I thought that. I wanted to better myself so that I would be the one he chose. Weird. Of course I'm not really going to pursue anything since, as we all know, I'm going on a mission. Unless he's married by the time I get back, I could see myself dating him and there might possibly be something there....I guess we'll see. There are a few other guys, but we'll leave it at that. lol This entry is already long enough as it is. haha Funny thing is that I'm at work right now. Another funny thing is that I'm not allowed on the internet to check mail or anything. The awesome thing is that ALL management are in Phoenix at a business convention at US Airways. lol So no one is here to supervise us.   haha Hmmmmm.....is there anything else I need to mention that I forgot to?? I don't think so. If I did then I guess I will post it later. Bye! | 
So....for those of you who don't know what I'm talking about, I'm talking about Lance. I'm starting to REALLY like him. 
After I left his house last night my hands and knees wouldn't stop shaking. I had butterflies and my heart would beat fast anytime he looked at me or touched me. 
*sigh* Who am I kidding? He's one of those guys that can get any girl he wants. He's gorgeous! 
He's funny! 
I'm finally starting to get rid of my pride. I'm finally humbling myself and, most importantly, I'm starting to listen. For once I am happy....truly happy. 